As many of you know, I'm GuardianBelikov1918 a.k.a. Byaku from dA or wherever you know me from. I've been thinking for the past couple of weeks on whether or not I deactivate my dA or not and if I should continue to put my drawings online. Lately, I've been hit by massive waves of art block and depression over more than a couple of issues; the main one being my poor cousin that's currently hospitalized...or supposed to be.
I don't think that a lot of people would like it if I deactivated my account permanently, so I've come up with 2 options that I haven't decided on which one to do. The first option was to stop putting my art online, delete everything but leave the account, and take a year to re-evaluate/improve my art style then make a reappearance. The second option is to delete my account and come back whenever I feel like coming back using my backup account or making a new one.
Either one involves a hiatus of some sort, but only one has a defined timeline. I don't know...... I'm just so conflicted right now. I've even thought about giving up drawing completely.
But for now, I'm just going to cut off all of my communication lines except Yahoo and Tumblr. Just because I fave something/thank someone on dA doesn't mean it's actually me. Sometimes I have Ciel (a.k.a. Major-Freakout and my little sister) go through and pick through my messages for me.
If you want to talk to me, my e-mail is vodkaflower1901@yahoo.com and my Messenger name on Yahoo is still Byaku. I'm practically on there all day long since I chat with Belle-chan all the time.
If you want to ask me a question, go to my Q&A Tumblr: http://askabrosomething.tumblr.com
My main Tumblr is only for random rants and trolling my buddies, so go to my dA ID if you feel like following me on my main Tumblr.
I'll be sure to update on what I decide to do, so check in once in awhile.
