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Operation: Finals Week (SUCCESS!)

Man, finally got finals over with~!! The week was my luckiest by far too~ Here's a breakdown of my week by classes and finals


Monday/Tuesday-

Regular old school days, nothing big


Wednesday- 
AP OATS: Mad dash scramble for granola bars (I only got 1, BTW)

Pre-AP Calc: Passed finals with an A and got a 90% in class overall
AP Chem: Passes finals with an A and raised my grade to a 92%

Thursday-
AP OATS: Somehow the conversation turned into hot dogs and Dr. Ploense promised to bring some in Friday

APUSH: Got the highest score in the class on the finals and passed with a 93% (and with a classmate complaining that she never gets to be the grading curve)
Guitar: Also the highest score on the finals and a 98% in the class

Friday- (a.k.a. one hectic day)
AP OATS: HOT DOG TIEM~! (We also gave one to Ahmann. Colton went in asking if she like mustard and ketchup, which she said she like ketchup and "a tad" of mustard. Then we just strode in and gave her a hot dog with ketchup, "a tad" of mustard on the end, and a star candle stuck in it. Her entire class started bursting out in laughter.)
AP Lang: Walk in with a hot dog (and a lot of questions from people in the hallway) and find people rushing out the door with pizza and ice cream. Apparently the class before won ice cream and pizza for a party and I'm lucky enough to know the kids in culinary so I got a lot of ice cream. (Damien was really jealous at that point.) Passed all 4 parts of the final with A's and the class with a 98%
Lunch:  Lost my precious hoodie and my right-hand "The FCI Prez" found it for me and sent me a note about it
Psychology:  The class convinced Jones to play the Harry Potter/Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack. Passed the finals with an A and a 99% in the class. Spent the last 55 minutes re-reading Homestuck, which earned me a lot of "WTF" looks. At the end of the class,I was just headbanging to some Miyavi songs when I notice everyone staring at me and applauding. I was so confused, but I got "Student of the Semester" for my "dedication to Psychology and innovative Research and Experimentation." Hey, it's an added bonus.

Other: I had about literally 20 people complimenting my headphones and how "cool" they looked. Damien really, REALLY wanted them. XP

So in short, SCHOOL'S OUT!! I have more time to draw and everything now~ But first I have to clean up my room... It's like multiple atomic bombs hit it. T^T

Important Message

As many of you know, I'm GuardianBelikov1918 a.k.a. Byaku from dA or wherever you know me from. I've been thinking for the past couple of weeks on whether or not I deactivate my dA or not and if I should continue to put my drawings online. Lately, I've been hit by massive waves of art block and depression over more than a couple of issues; the main one being my poor cousin that's currently hospitalized...or supposed to be.

I don't think that a lot of people would like it if I deactivated my account permanently, so I've come up with 2 options that I haven't decided on which one to do. The first option was to stop putting my art online, delete everything but leave the account, and take a year to re-evaluate/improve my art style then make a reappearance. The second option is to delete my account and come back whenever I feel like coming back using my backup account or making a new one.
Either one involves a hiatus of some sort, but only one has a defined timeline. I don't know...... I'm just so conflicted right now. I've even thought about giving up drawing completely.

But for now, I'm just going to cut off all of my communication lines except Yahoo and Tumblr. Just because I fave something/thank someone on dA doesn't mean it's actually me. Sometimes I have Ciel (a.k.a. Major-Freakout and my little sister) go through and pick through my messages for me.
If you want to talk to me, my e-mail is vodkaflower1901@yahoo.com and my Messenger name on Yahoo is still Byaku. I'm practically on there all day long since I chat with Belle-chan all the time.
If you want to ask me a question, go to my Q&A Tumblr: http://askabrosomething.tumblr.com
My main Tumblr is only for random rants and trolling my buddies, so go to my dA ID if you feel like following me on my main Tumblr.

I'll be sure to update on what I decide to do, so check in once in awhile.

Sakura Viewing

This Is Halloween

So as I'm sure that all of you are aware...it's almost Halloween! Sadly though, this year I'm not going to go trick-or-treating or dress up. I just don't really feel like it this year. Instead, I'm going to be mooching off the candy that my little sister, Ciel, doesn't want~ Meaning that I'm just going to sleep as soon as I possibly can. Yes, yes. Horrible, lazy me.

This week has been really long. I mean it. It's only Friday and it feels like a Saturday in almost every aspect. I almost got to school late because I sincerely thought that today was the weekend! If only... To tell the truth, I want to drop out and just go rogue for a while. but if I did, I'd get kicked out of my house without anything. Now, that wouldn't do.

Talking about getting kicked out...I've been give $20 to buy a ticket to Forthcoming randomly. I have this feeling that my parents are trying to imply something here. Nah, it'll never happen. Although my grandma's all for it. I mean, she really doesn't care what I do as long as I don't get arrested. That's a great idea, if you ask me

As for my artworks, dA is being an absolute bitch so I'm going to post it on here instead. One at a time as I finish them all. Which seems like that won't happen until much, MUCH later.

In short, I just don't feel like doing much. In fact...I'm just depressed most of the time and I'm getting sick of having to hide it. I'm so tired all the time. I only want a break from reality. Is it that hard to leave me alone to rest? *sigh*

Bit Depressed

It's taken me awhile to realize this. I am aware that Damien likes to skip out on classes and the teacher's might kick him out of the class for that... But what makes me more depressed than that is the fact that he's probably the one person who understands me without having to say anything and classes are a bore without him. Damien's sense of intuition and maybe his 6th sense is just as good as mine, which I must say is quite rare. He also happens to be the one person I can't "read" as well as other. People are just too predictable these days and I grow bored quickly due to that. Yes, he's gone today...which I expected since PSAT's were yesterday.

It's Been a While, Eh?

I've gotten a bit lazy over the past couple of weeks, so you must forgive me for the lack of entries in here. There's only a week of fall break left, so I'm currently bemoaning the inevitable approach of school. I've spent the past week excavating the mess I call my room. I haven't made much progress as far as putting things away, but I have found some things I'd never thought I lost in the first place. For example, my Kuroshitsuji leather wallet and bag.
I'm still trying to catch up on requests and I'm afraid my efforts haven't made much of a dent. But I'll keep trying!

Arrivederci until the next post, my dear readers!