Not done yet, but it's getting there... Or so she says. XP

Ughh, I look horrible in the morning.

I can't draw Aoi! I keep trying but I end up with Ruki...
Geez, it's been a long time since I updated.

My babies here. BIGBANG's too cute for their own good. >///>

Operation: Finals Week (SUCCESS!)

Man, finally got finals over with~!! The week was my luckiest by far too~ Here's a breakdown of my week by classes and finals


Monday/Tuesday-

Regular old school days, nothing big


Wednesday- 
AP OATS: Mad dash scramble for granola bars (I only got 1, BTW)

Pre-AP Calc: Passed finals with an A and got a 90% in class overall
AP Chem: Passes finals with an A and raised my grade to a 92%

Thursday-
AP OATS: Somehow the conversation turned into hot dogs and Dr. Ploense promised to bring some in Friday

APUSH: Got the highest score in the class on the finals and passed with a 93% (and with a classmate complaining that she never gets to be the grading curve)
Guitar: Also the highest score on the finals and a 98% in the class

Friday- (a.k.a. one hectic day)
AP OATS: HOT DOG TIEM~! (We also gave one to Ahmann. Colton went in asking if she like mustard and ketchup, which she said she like ketchup and "a tad" of mustard. Then we just strode in and gave her a hot dog with ketchup, "a tad" of mustard on the end, and a star candle stuck in it. Her entire class started bursting out in laughter.)
AP Lang: Walk in with a hot dog (and a lot of questions from people in the hallway) and find people rushing out the door with pizza and ice cream. Apparently the class before won ice cream and pizza for a party and I'm lucky enough to know the kids in culinary so I got a lot of ice cream. (Damien was really jealous at that point.) Passed all 4 parts of the final with A's and the class with a 98%
Lunch:  Lost my precious hoodie and my right-hand "The FCI Prez" found it for me and sent me a note about it
Psychology:  The class convinced Jones to play the Harry Potter/Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack. Passed the finals with an A and a 99% in the class. Spent the last 55 minutes re-reading Homestuck, which earned me a lot of "WTF" looks. At the end of the class,I was just headbanging to some Miyavi songs when I notice everyone staring at me and applauding. I was so confused, but I got "Student of the Semester" for my "dedication to Psychology and innovative Research and Experimentation." Hey, it's an added bonus.

Other: I had about literally 20 people complimenting my headphones and how "cool" they looked. Damien really, REALLY wanted them. XP

So in short, SCHOOL'S OUT!! I have more time to draw and everything now~ But first I have to clean up my room... It's like multiple atomic bombs hit it. T^T

Important Message

As many of you know, I'm GuardianBelikov1918 a.k.a. Byaku from dA or wherever you know me from. I've been thinking for the past couple of weeks on whether or not I deactivate my dA or not and if I should continue to put my drawings online. Lately, I've been hit by massive waves of art block and depression over more than a couple of issues; the main one being my poor cousin that's currently hospitalized...or supposed to be.

I don't think that a lot of people would like it if I deactivated my account permanently, so I've come up with 2 options that I haven't decided on which one to do. The first option was to stop putting my art online, delete everything but leave the account, and take a year to re-evaluate/improve my art style then make a reappearance. The second option is to delete my account and come back whenever I feel like coming back using my backup account or making a new one.
Either one involves a hiatus of some sort, but only one has a defined timeline. I don't know...... I'm just so conflicted right now. I've even thought about giving up drawing completely.

But for now, I'm just going to cut off all of my communication lines except Yahoo and Tumblr. Just because I fave something/thank someone on dA doesn't mean it's actually me. Sometimes I have Ciel (a.k.a. Major-Freakout and my little sister) go through and pick through my messages for me.
If you want to talk to me, my e-mail is vodkaflower1901@yahoo.com and my Messenger name on Yahoo is still Byaku. I'm practically on there all day long since I chat with Belle-chan all the time.
If you want to ask me a question, go to my Q&A Tumblr: http://askabrosomething.tumblr.com
My main Tumblr is only for random rants and trolling my buddies, so go to my dA ID if you feel like following me on my main Tumblr.

I'll be sure to update on what I decide to do, so check in once in awhile.

Sakura Viewing